i've realized i think too much. like during class, the only lessons i REALLY pay attention to are chem and physics. sometimes bio and a.maths. and when i'm not listening, i either daydream, relive past memories, or most of the time, think about really inconsequential stuff. like trying t recall my previous night's dream. or what i'm going to have for lunch. and the fact that i have less than 2 months to the final year exams. and that i haven't started preparing for it yet. WAKE UP! gah i seriously need to start studying soon. and i've been sessioning too much. just last week, i sessioned on tues, wednesday, thursday, friday, and then last monday, tuesday and wednesday again. and i have 4 chinese essays to do. 4. and i'm most likely getting my lit, a.maths and SS results back tmr. and i seriously hope i don't fail any of them if not i'm like quite dead. not cos my 'rents will scold me, just that i don't like doing badly. and if i do, it's like for some really stupid reason like misreading the question or a careless mistake. 5 weeks to the exams. ok. i WILL start studying during the hols. yes yes i will and if any of you see me online please tell me to get off and get my a$$ upstairs to continue studying. anyway i had a good sermon today. i was many people fall under the Spirit and it was quite rejuvenating to see the Holy Spirit's prescence in the church. yeah then i went to sushi tei with the 'rents and my siblings for lunch. then i mozied around kinokuniya for awhile and then came home. to write my 4 @$#%! chinese essays.
anyways quote for the day is from my pastor. he said '
Christians are not perfect. We're forgiven' , which made a whole lot of sense. to me at least. ok bye bye.